Know how you feel. It's not the cash (though that's painful enough) it's nearly a year I have spent getting ready for this and it's hard to come to terms with the fact that it's not going to happen.
Still - it's not all time and effort wasted - I'll be even better prepared next year.
Let's face it - motorcycle racing is a hobby for all but the very few who earn their living at it -the farmers are looking at thier livelyhood for years to come.